A SOJOURN WITH DEADLY SWANS by Lonna Blodgett
there is no firein the lavender skies of Februaryit is as if all that existswith warmth, light and desirehas fled to the future
it is here that the white swans muse and ponderslowly stirring in hapless meanderingsthrough a stoic sluggish pondit is herethat I find myself coming to belong
nestled in the cold casket of a wind-still winterwhere spring does not reveal its flowery facefor the air is soiled, stagnant and sourwhere gray gives my soul a vapid and sullen vacuity
the canvas imbues a mossy greento the artist’s stroke of incessant grayits somber drizzling mistskeep falling on my weary palllingering here I have imprisoned hopesomewhere in the dire fog
this catatonia speaks tones of wretched gloom
that paralyze with foreboding dullness
exhuming imparting ghosts that loom and beckonto follow with unfeeling discovery
I tread bent and worn in this stagnant wastelandseeking a sojourn with deathly swansascribing to a touchstone of insensible beautyenvisioned through a joyless malaise
I am empirically lost in the deathlike shroudmasked in the nakedness of my thoughtsdrawn to a rampart of impenetrable apathyhiding myselfin the miasma of passionless pain