I’m stapling anger by its ear
to the corkboard but it refuses
to stay put
I’m thumbtacking fear and
nailing jealousy but they
wriggle and writhe
on the wall
Duct tape works well
on shame and regret
but even extreme stickiness
won’t fix them in place
I’m running out of supplies
to keep my emotions in check
Hope and love better get here soon
not always a serene serendipitous flow
at times startling surprising saturated
with submerged highs and lows
sensation of sailing and sinking
shipwrecked stranded
exposed
as mind’s eye is flooded with images
of existence’s many what-ifs as if arising
on a tidal river current reversing flowing backward
unsettling sediment of buried history refuting revision
it is what it was time and tide have not altered it
the joys the sorrows the passions the regrets
the successes the failures life’s trash and life’s treasure
unconsciously salvaged manifesting as sensory
seeing hearing tasting touching feeling
a recognition of self comprised of
former selves swimming swimming
swimming in a stream of consciousness
somehow surviving startling and surprising
How to Carpe Diem
or scarper tedium
put on your walking shoes
let your feet carry you
where they will
follow sunshine
follow rainbows
enjoy the steady rhythm
of planting one foot in
front of the other
take a break
take a breath
just go